No computer... much drama

Ok so hello, i havent been on im like.... FOReVER because i had a stinking virus... but now im back yo!! Bet you missed me I missed you!!! My christmas was off the chain!!! I got things i have only dreamed of. My children had an amazing christmas!!!! They were so greatful for everything they recieved..

DRAMA ALERT: THIS DRAMA ALERT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE NATIONAL DRAMA ASSOICATION FOR DRAMA... LOL so... my sister moved back.. yes Z i know what you are thinking ... holy freaking smokes... i thought that too... so here is what happends ... she "claims" she has been in a freaking abusive relationship.. and she needed help getting out and escaping with her two sons.. so my family got her and brought her back... i mean really... MICHIGAN I MISS YOU AND NEED TO BE WITH YOU LOL i miss being in michigan... :( oh well at least i have my family... any who. Christmas eve the police show up at my parents doing a wellfare check on heather and the boys.. the douche bag she left said heather talked about hurting her self and the boys and she took off to indiana and he fears that she is going to harm the boys yada yada. The police said everything is fine and left. christmas morning comes around and .... i get a phone call from Ron (heathers ex) saying that he is here.. in indiana and he is down the road from my parents can he see the boys for christmas. ( lol what do i look like a complete retard) lol i said im sorry there is nothing i can do... i mean really think guy is really lame... idk so this morning we find out heather is served with a order of protection and he is fighting her for the boys... i mean reallly?? oh well.. im going to take Atreyu to get the boys and take them to the mall for a bit .. so they can get out of the house... ill let you know what else happends later..

Z if you are reading this... i miss you best friend... :( there is a lonely Z whole in my heart for my best friend.. :(

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just an extra silly moment

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Every holiday

I dont want to sound like a spoiled child but i am really upset... I have six sisters and i feel like i am really always getting the short end of the stick on some things...i feel like i always have...i have done everything my parents have ever asked of me.. i went to school..i didnt do drugs... i got married had kids...joined the army..long story but i have always done whatever my parents asked of me.. i did everything. this pisses me off bad!!!
yet they get everything they have ever wanted...i didnt get a class ring or senior pictures..i didnt get a graduation party...they never bought a car or paid for a cell phone bill for me...Yet my everyone of my little sisters have all those things handed to them...it hurts... my sister constance isnt even doing her school work... she is supposed to be doing internet classes yet she isnt and they bought her a new car... my little sister danielle freaken took off cross country dropped out of school to shack up with a 22 year old man... did i mention she is 16... wtf!! and they are going to buy her a car... ummm... helllo when is it ever going to be my fucking turn??? I am stick of a struggle when they do whatever the fuck they want they dont care about them and get what ever they want... is this fair... uhhhh no... wtf!!

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this totally made my fuckind day...

please watch this... it made my day...